ALL OF THIS, LILITH! I had my crisis of faith some years ago. Having been born and raised a Black, Southern Baptist (with a break of having been indoctrinated into a segregated, Black, Catholic school & church), I believed all that shit for a very long time. Painful as it was to come to the realization that there was no white Jesus floating around in heaven, looking out for me and mine -- I'm now, much more like you. Thanks for the breakdown of crazy beliefs that allowed folk to treat me like a leper cuz I no longer believed their shit!!!