DAMMIT FAZER!!! You did it af*ckin'gain!!! Please read my mentor, Jimmy Baldwin's article here, cuz he hit the nail on the damned head with this old piece, that never dies: https://ourcommonground.com/2016/11/14/on-being-white-and-other-lies-james-baldwin-essence-magazine-1984/
Love your writing, darlin' -- keep doin' the damned thing!