This is just SO DAMNED BEAUTIFUL, Noora! I'm sitting here with tears rolling down my face as I read and listen!
Such WONDRFUL, photographic memories of "FAMILY," normal living and sheer JOY (I've many of these kinds of memories of my becoming as well!).
Your love for your father is very evident (and mirrors mine for my own, though he was hardly as accomplished --but I still loved him madly) -- but even more, the love for your Teta strips me bare. I'm not sure when, but I promise, it's all gonna be alright, Darlin'. Hang in there and stand strong in your history, love and beliefs! β€οΈπ΅πΈ